Snapped-Captain AM X Reader

You were a solider. You worked for S.H.E.I.L.D. You had a loving family back at home. You have never failed at a mission. You were a top agent, recruited for only the toughest missions. You were only 23. You were commonly asked out by men. You were smart and quick. You had level 10 clearance.

Perfect

Right?

No. It wasn’t perfect, it was far from it. Everyone seemed to envy you, and the S.H.I.E.L.D hasn’t give you a moment to yourself, since you were 7. So, it made sense when one day you just snapped. Leaving you where you are sitting now, alone. In your apartment feeling like crap.

*Flashback*

“I AM SICK OF YOUR SHIT!” I recall shouting at one of the generals yelling at me for being late, “I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY ASS FOR YEARS NOW AND I HAVEN’T EVEN GOTTEN A THANK YOU! DO REALLY EXPECT ME TO KEEP DOING THIS SHIT WHEN I DON’T EVEN GET A ‘THANKS’?” By then everyone in the center was looking at me, probably thinking ‘oh shit’.

“Miss L/n, please calm down,” I heard someone call out.

“NO I FUCKING WON’T! YOU ASSHOLES CAN CALL ME WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT I’M NOT A DEVICE FOR YOU TO ABUSE!!!”  I walked out and slammed the door shut, breaking a hinge in the process.  The worse thing though, no one even came to stop me.

*End of flashback*

I put my head in between my knees. I can’t believe what I had just done, I was going to get fired for sure. Then what? I go and work for some protection company or something? I couldn’t even believe it. I sat there in my apartment on my couch, looking like I was sick or something.

*knock knock*

“It’s open!” I called, expecting it to be S.H.E.I.L.D to give me my 2 weeks’ notice, but instead it was Captain America.

“What do you want?” I asked rudely, hoping he would realize I was a bitch and leave.

“You don’t need to be rude, I just wanted to see how you were doing,” he responded, he seemed a little hurt. His face was soft and sad, it made me feel bad.

“Sorry, I’m just a little mad still,” I replied waving him off, about his comment.

“I heard, may I sit?” he asked, very politely.

“Yes, of course, and really I was that loud?” I asked a little proud and embarrassed about how I acted. He sat beside me and looked straight ahead.

“Yeah, even Loki was surprised,” he said chuckling, which made me laugh too. I surprised the god of mischief, whoo!

“Well, even the strongest materials has a breaking point,” I commented back.

“That is true, but why did you snap? You seemed fine early, said other agents,” he asked me, turning my way and looking at me with big blue eyes. I literally melted in my seat.

“I-I just got sick of people yelling at me when I screw up even a little bit, I mean I am human. Everyone just acts like I am perfect and they hate me for it, or I’m perfect and they love me. I just go real sick of it.” I looked at his face, he seemed to understand where I was coming from.

“I understand that, everyone thinks the same way of me too,” he looked down at his hands. I patted his back and nudged him.

“Well, at least someone understands us, right?” I asked looking at him with a grin.

“Yeah, your right,” he agreed, but it sounded like he didn’t believe it.

“Look, Cap, I get that you don’t think I understand, but hey you are literally the first person who has come by and checked on me,” I looked at him, hoping he would realize that I was happy that someone even stopped by here. He didn’t say anything. “Fine, don’t say anything, but you should know that I am happy you came by.” I got up and walked into the kitchen to pour myself a drink.

*pov to cap*

“Look, Cap, I get that you don’t think I understand, but hey you are literally the first person who has come by and checked on me,” she said, looking at me. I couldn’t look at her though, I was afraid. I also couldn’t believe no one would check on her, she seemed so nice and sincere. Instead of telling her so, I just sat there in silence.

“Fine, don’t say anything, but you should know that I am happy you came by,” she didn’t even seem mad at me. Just a little sad that I didn’t reply. I heard her walk to what seemed to be the kitchen and open a cabinet. As she walked away, I remember something Tony had told me I didn’t understand till now.

*pov to you*

I opened the cabinet and poured a glass of whiskey, the strong kind. I put the bottle away and saw Cap standing in the door way.

“I am sorry,” he said. He walked towards me and wrapped me into a bear hug. I couldn’t even think straight, all I knew is that Cap smelled really really good, and his chest was strong but soft. I sighed, and buried my face into his shirt.

“What?” I asked in his shirt, not even think if he was able to hear me.

“You seem to be so nice, understanding, soft, bad ass, smart, and brave. I don’t know why anyone wouldn’t visit you,” he spoke and rubbed my back. I literally was speechless, no one had ever been so kind to me.

“T-thanks, but most people fear me,” I replied rubbing my face into his shirt.

“Why?” he asked.

“People fear what they can’t control, and they fear things that could hurt them,” I spoke, afraid he would leave me.

“I don’t fear you, and I wouldn’t leave you even if I was afraid, you don’t seem like someone who would hurt people for the fun of it,” he continued to rub my back, driving me crazy.

“Stop rubbing my back, or I might explode from fluff here,” I said laughing, I pulled my head out and looked into his eyes, they were confused.

“Fluff?” he questioned, bring me to smile, confusing him more.

“It’s a term for something really sweet and cute,” I replied laughing a little at the end.

“Oh, so doing all this stuff is considered fluff?”

“Yes. This is like the definition of fluff,” I responded laughing.

“Well, I like it,” he said.

“Me too,” I said burring my face back into his chest.

“Then you’ll love this,” I looked up and he had me slung over his shoulder.

“CAP!! PUT ME DOWN!!!”

“Can’t do that Miss L/n, Fury said to bring you for a sector change,” he said smirking, walking out of my apartment.

“AT THIS MOMENT!!!” I shouted, hitting his back.

“Ow, and yes to the Avengers,” he chuckled when he saw my expression.

“Oh, well let’s going then, put me down,” I said calmly, not hitting his back anymore.

“Nope.”

“What why not?” I asked curious. He didn’t say anything, then it dawned on me. My butt was in perfect view. “Stop staring at my ass!”

*Extended ending*

*S.H.I.E.L.D headquarters*

Fury chuckled, Y/n would fit in fine with the team. He turned and looked out the conference room’s window. Tony and Clint were teasing Loki again, while Natasha and Thor watched. Even though, they acted like children, they were Earth’s best hope for peace. As Fury sat in the head chair and closed his one eye to enjoy the peace, he was interrupted almost instantly.

“Sir, Loki froze Tony and Clint,…again,” spoke one of the many agents. Fury rubbed his temple, he wondered if Y/n would be able to handle them.

*Bang*

Fury didn’t even want to look this time.